Hello

Well, I suppose that’s one way to start a blog, let's start over:

My name is Mariette and I am haunted by nightmares.

Although it's not really a daily occurrence, when nightmares or even dreams do occur- it's more than I can really describe. I feel... lost in them, like the world my mind built wasn't anything that I could find in the real one. I suppose you could say they were similar to video games like Silent Hill or Alan Wake, surreal and overall just very eery... Haunting.

Since that first nightmare, I've sought out answers from just about everywhere you can think of. Paranormal forums, books on dreams, even acclaimed dream experts. But I've always gotten the same answers, all just bullshit about finding yourself or the fear of conforming. They never address the voice, or the fact I just can't forget about it, even now 6 years later at 20 years old.

I don't know what posting this will accomplish, or how many people will really read this, but I thought maybe if I recorded these things in like a “dream blog” or something, I could find out more things if I wrote them down. Maybe I'd be known outside of these weird dreams.

I mean, I'm still a normal person, all things considered. I go to a state college, study myths and folklore, I even do a little bit of acting here and there. It's not like I don't have a life outside these nightmares and dreams, it's just hard sometimes, to separate myself from them. I'm still human after all.

But I guess that's enough for today, I'll be back soon with another dream to post.